2025-03-14
i dont know what to do anymore, im standing at the middle of the scale. whatever i do, going forward or backward, will definitely have an effect on everything. i need to think it over and over again, before it all crushed over at me or whatevs. i need to seek help. i dont want to be like this forever. i hope i can go through this. and i hope you can too. im sorry.
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